I am no longer the cheery fruity self that I once was, Im getting back to that place that I was, back, way back to when i joined in the first place.
I feel as though my life is unraveling like a blanket, and its all just simply comming apart. I mean yeah change is good and everything, but for someone whom change severly upsets my life its not good, and on top of that all the things of which im not to speak of, well there getting me down, and the only reason i can not speak of them is cuz my sis watches my site, yea im talking to you sisy. anyway, im not going so well, im going to look into counciling or maybe therepy or someother bullshit that is just a bandaid on a gunshot wound.
I just want to fall asleep for like a couple of years, i mean i cant drink or smoke away my pain so i just hafta fucking deal with it, and its getting to much to deal with.
But whatever no one wants to hear my moaning and complaining, so i guess i sign off.
Ta